Monday, September 22, 2008

My Immortal Beloved


The Third Letter

Good morning, on July 7:

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in Vienna is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection?

My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me today, yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours.

... Letters to the Immortal Beloved, Ludwig van Beethoven

3 comments:

dew embun said...

To love and be loved so True,
Is only to love and be loved by You.

Al-Majnun said...

can't help but feel deeply melancholic, and that the letter reads in so many ways, especially in the end days of Ramadhan.

I pray the blessed month has been fruitful for you, and that we all get to meet it once more, Insya Allah.

TheHoopoe said...

Yes .... Thank You - for being able to see it that way.

That is awesome ... and most of my entries were intended to be looked at in that way: seemingly familiar issues from another perspective - so perchance, we might think deeper about them, beyond our assumed positions.